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ignorance

I would say ignorance is the thing that can torture a person harder than hatred. Being ignored is never the thing that a friend or a fam would like to get from you. I am very sorry that I need to post this thing on this blog, I could not talk to anybody else, yesh I am living a pathetic life. Judge la Judge some more It is only until you are the one who was being judged then only you know what are the things that you always do on others. til that time I would say you deserve it You pretentious green tea butch, salute la to you you ducking hypocrite I would say Good bye I am enough of the advantage that you have been taking from me all this time Jaj la Jaj some more Karma would find you one day. may I get rid of all of these things tomorrow 俺齿令金匝金匝胜金匝 我今为汝解金匝 终不为汝结金匝 俺祥中祥 吉中吉 菠萝会上有珠琍 一切冤家化吉祥 摩诃菠萝菠萝蜜 🙏

就是干

想在睡觉前看一会儿轻松的漫画 谁知道却是睡不着了 漫画名是 前任战争 看完之后觉得自己之前在这里和ig的小号发的东西真是酸的牙疼 虽然我母胎单身 没有前任 心里爱慕着 可真真实实的没有想过怎么提升自己去吸引他 就算看了这漫画还是没有搞清楚自己要怎么吸引他的目光 它让我意识到了自己在舒适圈里待了多久 也给去闯荡闯荡了 娜娜加油 就是干 HWAITING!!

hwaiting

The reason I started writing this blog is because I'm very unsatisfied with my college life over here. Although its not the first time in forever  I can't help but wonder  why is everybody else living a life that always seem better than mine inferiority has swallowed me i only got 5- for my audit paper i felt like ive been chewing wax ever since miss yw has told me my results during the ma session i should have told others about my results as they told me that i am the one who got 70+ but no. i didnt do so ha after coming to the college i have felt like i have became thinner not in the terms of body size but the thickness of my mental i have never thought that my mental self could be this weak almost destroyed by the slightest comment of js i told myself that i should read more books but i felt so lonely persons attract the alikes i have to believe that i would be finally living the life that i have craved for through effort tha...

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today is christene's 19th birthday she went for the Muay Thai lesson the day before yesterday  her muscles ache  she can hardly walk to the hall to open the door for me  I gave her a cute bag and two loafs of bread  actually  before i went back to the school  I went to the da men mall just to see what I can I give her other than bread  however the husky and the bull dog purse was sold out  I can hardly find other doggy kind of thing to give her  so accept it or unfriend me haha people who recognises me thinks that I'm a quiet person people who knows me thinks that I'm a crazily wild person only people who understands me knows that I kept all my sorrow deep inside Christine's friend posted an Insta story about what kind of boy Christine likes the chat history of them shook me a lot I dont know why I'm that shook by the fact that he is so popular and adored by all the friends around me my mood went down to shit...

adult

I've been sicked of the way how people judged others now especially when it comes to Darren darren is a friend who likes to sing he sang all the songs of joker xue last year when the voice of our school was held I told him and the gang about the event and tell him to take part in it oh what a foolish idea he started to ask for us to get likes on his videos to get the prize I did post a moment to tell my friends to like his video yeah but what I pity about my friend was he never appreciated how much did my other friends worked hard and strived for him just to get the likes and comments on his video they literally dm everyone of their friends or so called begged them to like his video he said he would pay them a meal but ha okay  I shouldn't complain things that has nothing related to me but well he pissed me off like hella shit this Tuesday he was shouting at me so that I will stay dam and get the fuck way off of him but I was just trying to tell them about the c...

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