hwaiting

The reason I started writing this blog is because I'm very unsatisfied with my college life over here.



Although its not the first time in forever  I can't help but wonder  why is everybody else living a life that always seem better than mine


inferiority has swallowed me


i only got 5- for my audit paper


i felt like ive been chewing wax ever since miss yw has told me my results during the ma session


i should have told others about my results as they told me that i am the one who got 70+


but no. i didnt do so


ha


after coming to the college i have felt like i have became thinner


not in the terms of body size


but the thickness of my mental


i have never thought that my mental self could be this weak


almost destroyed by the slightest comment of js


i told myself that i should read more books


but i felt so lonely


persons attract the alikes


i have to believe that i would be finally living the life that i have craved for through effort that i have put in


hwaiting nana


you can do it


nana written on 23 2 2018